Whilst you were sleping...

The moments before I fall asleep I hear sounds that aren't there. Its like my imagination bursts from my head before I get around to drifting off to sleep. I know im not asleep yet, everything seems real and im aware of things. But there's that eary feeling of mystic drowsiness.

To start with the sounds could be mistaken for real sounds, dogs barking and police sirens. But then I hear people talking. Conversations ive heard before, people saying my name. All mixed together with my own surreal thoughts.

I love that feeling, half dreaming, half awake. So I stay upas late as I can to induce that feeling. Even though I know ill payt for it in the morning. But its worth it to be pulled away form reeality by your dreams

Most people like to dream but I more than most. You experience feelings so much more freely and sometimes more intensely as your brain cant rationalize your thoughts.

I had a half sleep dream last night. I knew I was in my bed but out of the cornor of my eye I could see myself leaning over a cliiff. I lost my footing. And just like real life a shock of panic and horror stuned me. I woke out of my dream but quickly driffted back.

In your dreams your feelings arnt restricted by reality or rationality . So they are so much more pure. Even pure confusion made so much better by your dreams not obeying the rules of what you know to be real.

Sometimes I wish I could stay in my dreams. As even the horrific feelings are quickly replaced wth muddled confusion. To be in a place where you have no bonderys, no sinking feelings and no constant parinnoyed worries. Its Truly a wonderful trick of the mind.