Used And Abused. (Music)

Im quite pleased with myself at the moment ( not that im not usually, this time just doesn't seem to stay in the same boundaries as usual). I Have recently received my first, that i know of, review. After tirelessly graffiti-ing the streets of Hastings and St.Leonards with my 'Mazing posters , someone has finally acknowledge that i have a blog beyond; ' oh you have a blog right?, Yeah its okay ' =/

So this below is my review..below, oh yes. i almost cried..i did, okay i didn't but it was close...

" I was checking Cindy's blog a few moments ago, and I was literally stunned into silence. Bravo Cindy, because the last two blogs in particular, were beautiful. I'm truly envious, because I can't write like that. I won't even be able to check over this without shuddering with embarrassment. The way your words flow together, it's fearless. I never thought I'd say this, but I admire you!

Check her out at; http://listentoclouds.blogspot.com/ "

Get in there aye? I thought that was well good xD. I'll Become a fan of her work and if its anygood ill link ya =).

The most surprising thing was when emma told me she had written about me on her blog i thought it would be

a little rant about how people that cant use grammar correctly shouldn't be allowed access to the internet, so

this was truly a surprise.

Urrrm, theise were letters to myself when i was feeling really down one time. No worries i dont think like that

right now. I just thought id show you the idea of seeing your situations from other peoples points of veiw.

Dear Miss Wheeler

It has recently come to our attention that you are not a normal person. We have discussed your situation with lots of other normal teenagers, and we all agree you reacted in the completely wrong way..

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU??? Your suppose to be broken and hurt ??? Why aren't you broken and hurt. Is it because you rationalize what happened to you. Well you shouldn't you should be kicking over chairs at the injustice that has been directed to you.

Why?

We don't get it. You are not Normal. If you where normal, we wouldn't be sending you this letter and you would be single

Yours Astonished,

The Association Of Teenagers.

Dear Cindy,

You Cant Trust him anymore

You are a screwed up person

Your Family Suck

Your Gradually Getting Crap At everything

Well-done.

Yours Aggressively,

Cold Hard Truth Association.

Cindy,

WHAT THE FUCK???

Yours,

Everyone that has ever cared about you

( we are all astounded )

Dearest Cindy,

You have been a very good member of our society through the years so it is important that we also send you a letter.

We are aware that last night there were a certain amount of songs that u shuddered to look at. We understand that these songs have emotional significance to you so we can put ourselves in your shoes. But it is simply not acceptable to shut off half of your musical favorites because they make you think about things you would rather not.

We do not want this to become a problem but feel if this persists any longer we will have no choice but to consider revising your membership.

Your life can not get in the way of bordering you musical horizons.

Deepest Wishes.

The Society of Music Addicts

Dear Cindy,

We are worried about you.

Your not eating, you refuse to talk pleasantly to your step mother and last night you drowned yourself in the impressive collection of vodka hidden in your 4th draw down.

This is not healthy, we understand that a event in your life probably was the cause of this but we do not want you to start letting this effect your life..

The pains in your stomach and heart aren't ones of physical effect, so treating them as if they were could have serious repercussions.

Please look after yourself, as the death of you means the death of us.

We need you to stay sain or everything could go down hill for you, and subsequently..for us.

Yours until the end,

Your various vital organs.

Cindy.

What's going on. You know what's happening is wrong..why don't you do something about it. ?

I thought I knew you. I've had to take your place so much its really draining.

obviously I'm more than happy to sort out your life while you curl up in a ball on the floor, but I was wondering if this is going to end soon?

please write back as my current conversations with you seems to be lacking energy.

Love Jasper.

x

If you know me personally you might know what im talking about in them. But it doesn't matter any more that

was agis ago. Happy thought; Im off to holiday tomorrow yeayyyy =D