In college now. Check me out.

I have a problem. Not a massive problem...not a problem that really registers as a problem. Just your normal mundane average little issue that pops up in everyday life. Don't get me wrong there are females out there that would regard this as the most pressing matter in there lives. But im not normal and we've all established that.

I like a guy, that likes someone else. He may or may not like me also. Who knows.

The point is that i have a problem, its a very normal and mundane problem. Yet one that can not easily be solved. To tell you the truth i encountered this problem with someone else. My Answer to the problem that time was not a morally positive one and i regret it.

So taking that road is not entirely viable.

I choose to voice this problem not to complain but in fact to gloat. Being in this position of 'stuck' is allowing me to focus on things that would seem more important. College, for example. I find myself in the best possible condition i can be. There can be no chasing, no ignoring other friends, and no forgetting my studies because i simply can't have what i want.

Its fabulous.

But im not going to lie, If he wanted me i wouldn't think like that atall.